Ok, I'll admit, this does kind of make me feel like I am going back to the "Xanga" days....is Xanga even around anymore? But, I like it. Blogging is just online journaling, another form of a diary (publicly displayed), and sometimes writing down what you feel is VERY necessary. Sooooo...this is day number 1 of hopefully many more to come. It will also be an information guide to upcoming things such as my wedding... YAY! Can't you people tell I'm excited to marry the man of my dreams?! :)
So last night, I had a weird dream, I won't really go into all the details because it was REALLY weird, but I will say my grandma was in it. My grandmother has almost been gone for a year, she passed away November 16, 2008. This was the first time I have dreamt of her. The emotions and thoughts that go through my head are jumbled. One minute it feels like an eternity since I have seen her, and then the next it just feels like I just spoke with her last week. However, 2009 has flown by and I just can't believe it's been almost a year. Time does heal, but I don't think I'll ever get used to her being gone.
Work has been steady for the past 3 weeks, and although I'm exhausted, the money is nice! Who doesn't love money?! lol. This is also my 3rd week on a major diet, not only for the wedding, but for myself. I can't stand being this heavy, and I refuse to be miserable anymore. In 3 weeks, I have not cheated on my diet, and Jeff and I have been going on nightly walks around our neighborhood. Not only is it good for us physically, but it's a good time for us to reflect on our day with each other. Definitely a communication booster! Loves it!
Well there ya go folks, first blog! :)
